I FOUND A JOB!!!

Yeah...i found a job..finally i'm not jobless liao..
will start work tmr at AMB AMRO bank!!..finally can see light in my savings acct..hahaha
congratulate me pls..

Went to ah mei's TIC yesterday..was reminded of my own convocation..mmm..regretted not buying the gown..thou its not very useful..hahaha..anyway..congratulations ah mei..finally u can start ur teaching career..waited for SO long rite?..u will make a great teacher!

have been chatting with my students online recently....quite worried bout them..seems like they reallie dun like the new CL teacher. also dunno why they have this resentment for her also..i can onli pray hard tt they would not give up chinese simply becos they dun like the new teacher..if not i'll cry.. :( i had a hard time pulling their grades up..hope tt it would not go down like that..

will start work tmr..excited bout the new envt but definitely i would have a very busy life from tmr onwards..good also..at least i'm not rotting at home anymore..

FAREWELL...

Went back to parry today to hand over the PS card and to pack my stuff...haiz..so sad to leave the school and the students. Afterall, I've spent a whole year there, and its a pleasant stay with tons of fond memories.

Will miss my students ALOT..they are so sweet and cute..kept on asking "WHY???" why must u go? ...Will u come back again? ...Please come back and visit us when you free okie?...Can i call u when i'm free? OMG!! Frankly speaking, I would be more than willing to stay there and continue as a contract teacher, until the end of next year when parry merge with xinghua. At least i would have another year there with my students, and i can "send" my 5P (last year) and 5I (this year) off..haiz...

Have jus called the prison and they confirmed tt there is an opening for counsellor..cross my fingers, hope to get tt job..Please pray hard for me pple..

DISTURBED...JOBLESS...SCARED!!!

Made a major decision today..have decided to quit from MOE!
It's so sudden to alot of pple, especially myself. I was so prepared to go into NIE, to continue being a teacher...until 20/06, when i attended the STOOPID briefing.

Things changed so much tt its too much for me to comprehend, I'm not mentally prepared for the change in policy..and given the time constraint, i have to make a fast decision on whether to stay on or quit.

Have talk to many pple within that few hours, and even though majority of them discourage me to quit, but I myself know tt i'm not prepared, and i will not be happy. Thats why i decide to go with my heart, but tt comes with alot of worries and uncertainty. I am worried tt i would not be able to get the "ideal" job, worried tt i would regret, worried tt my mum would be unhappy ( although she supported my decision).

Now i can finally understand how xiufen felt when she quitted and is jobless. The future seems so blur and dark. I feel useless and hopeless..so much for being a graduate!

Sisters, please drop me some words of comfort and encouragement..i need tt ALOT!! Maybe i'm being a coward here, but i never felt this desperate b4. Please!! :~(

GULITY!

SORRY AH MEI & YAN!!
Suppose to play mahjong whole nite for yesterday..but my stoopid fren dua them..knock off at 4am..and in the end we have to stay at his void deck for 2 hours...felt so gulity towards ah mei and yan.. :(
Gulity also becos my mummy not very happi tt i stayed out the whole nite..but then again..like usual..she never nag at me..not her "style" to nag..but can see that she is not happi..

I just came back from the airport..went with rose to fetch shengfeng..he was gone for only 3 mths? so fast come back liao..how fast time flies..thats for me la..dunno bout rose..ha.
i will be mourning for my holiday tmr..dun intend to go out at all...monday have to go NIE..ah..jus by thinking of the journey there is enuff to kill me...

I LOVE HK SERIAL!!

Spent the last 2 days watching my newly bought HK serial drama..Legal Entanglement..
I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!
watched it b4 for 3 times le..but still i bought it..hahahha...my fren say i siao..but who cares?!
Hacken Lee is SOOooooooo suave in the movie...i love the plot i love the cast i love the setting...
hahaha..new found idol!

this is why i never update these few days..hahaha...

BORED!!

i am so bored!!!
the whole world is working, nobody's free...haiz..wats the use of having holiday and i can only stay at home and stare into blank space?!
haiz..have already tried my best to sleep late and wake up late. YET..time crawls..........
maybe alot of u would wan to kill me after reading this..BUT i am really bored.. :~(
gers..when can we meet up? i mean real soon?

FINALLY!!!!

Finally!! With the help of sharon, my beloved er jie, this new blog of mine is finally born!!
Spent the last few days trying to figure out how the template work, and its reallie driving me crazy..but alas! Finally its up..heez

Well..as most of my sisters would know..my last blog was abandoned after dunno how many updates onli..heez..so..hopefully this blog would be more long-lived. Promise tt i'll try to update as frequently as i can..Cross your fingers..:)

Jus got my pay for june today..BUT then i am still as broke..haiz..all the bills, installments, loans are driving me up the wall..was asking sharon jus now..why is it tt i am poorer now than b4 when i haven start working?..haiz~~~

Accompanied sharon to collect her gown for her convocation this afternoon and was reminded of my own convocation. Its a pity tt we (me tx and sl) din get to take a picture together tt day..have a suggestion, why not we go take a studio photo?..the 5 of us? since the studio provides the gown and makeup..wat do u all think gers?