PRAY HARDER!!!!

jus updated yesterday, asking all to help me pray..today rcv a call saying that i've been shortlisted for a 2nd interview...YEEPEE!!! Pray harder for me everyone..!!!

Jus came back from an "outing" with my students..rather ex-students..heez..brought them to the movie "charlie & the chocolate factory"..a very fantasy and philosophical show i would say..but i dun think the gers understood the real meaning behind story...hahah..they are more interested in the colourful and attractive scenes..hahah...but then again..wats more impt is that they had a nice time..

after the show, i brought them back to my place..played "true or dare" with them..and i discovered ALOT of secrets about them and their classmates wow..hahahah...reallie miss the days i had with them...

PRAY HARD~~

Pray hard~~Pray hard~~
for my uncle-in-law who is still in ICU...have been going down to changi hospital everyday since last friday to visit him and to accompany my auntie..its so sad to see my iron man uncle-in-law lying in bed, but wat reallie worries me is my auntie..i knew how difficult it was to see ur partner in life struggling to survive...my mum was a good example..will never ever forget the look on her face when my dad took his last breathe 4 years ago..its a look i never will wan to see again!
Thank god...his condition is improving..but still has to be kept under observation..Uncle, jia you..dun give up!

for my cousins..i totally understand how u guys felt... dun worry..ur dad's a fighter..nothing is too difficult for him to conquer..

i think i am the onli one who can reallie understand the worry & fear that u guys are going thru now...i had the same feeling 4 years ago.the onli difference is...my dad was defeated..& u guys have the support of your siblings whereas i have only myself. i cant cry in front of my mum for fear that i would make her feel worse..i have to be remain sane and calm to handle the funeral affair..i can onli cry when nobody is around..even thou my frens were there..but nobody knew wat i was going thru then..only myself..

Which is why..i will never forget that day..when my dad was cremented..during the meal that was suppose to mark the end of the whole funeral..how u guys signalled for me to go over to the table where u pple were..i was late becos i have to "send" my dad to the temple..and when i arrive at the restaurant..i din know where to go..half of the pple in there are pple whom i would not wan to see for life..(u know who they are) and my mum is too devastated..then i saw my table of cousins..calling me..they have reserved a seat for me and have saved some food for me..even thou i dun have the appetite to eat..i finish all the food which they saved for me..to me its not jus food..its a kind of support and kinship which i reallie needed then..i knew then that i am not alone..for that..i am willing to do anything for my cousins..Thank you very very much..

okie..for some happy stuff..please pray hard for me as well...cos i will be notified by this week if i have been shortlisted for a 2nd interview for the position of broadcast journalist..please please let me get the job!!! Pray hard~~Pray hard~~